Figures that our last active month with our agency would be a banner one. It also figures that even though it was our first double digit month in terms of presentations (and almost double the number of presentations of any other single month), we still didn’t place among any birth mother’s top choices.
Our profile is now frozen. There’s no way of knowing how an overhaul of it might have changed things and, while I haven’t ruled out re-visiting domestic adoption, it is highly unlikely that we will and, therefore, we’ll never know. I will never understand what it was that didn’t resonate. For now, I choose to believe that that was not the road that the child we are meant to have was going to travel.
Total Cumulative Presentations – 53
Total Presentations 2012 – 12
Total Presentations 2011 – 41
Total Presentations 2010 – 0
January, 2012 – 12
“A door that seems to stand open must be a man’s size, or it is not the door that Providence means for him.”
~Henry Ward Beecher